Something i feel

I was not alone in these days but i am feeling the same way as i was left alone in a park where are people roaming around you but you are alone, trying to find out someone whom you know. People who are attached with me feeling like that i have cheated with them,but this is not true and i can not explain this too.
why such things happen in life..this question no body can answer..is it not possible that you are connected like hutch..or everybody is connected with you so that all things remain same.
Sometimes it is not so easy to in connection with all peoples whom you love or about whom you care. I am not saying this thing cause i am facing this but as per my view when you are busy at that time this happens. You are still the same person but for others you are changed because you are not connected with them and after sometime there was error in connection. It is as simple as your are trying reliance GSM with MTNL landline.
still i am searching for answer..hope i can find..if u have than let me know...